tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029807904660332371.post928413358930818747..comments2011-09-07T09:46:48.839-07:00Comments on Sophie Louise: Rant.Sophie Louisehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09179241660192335932noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029807904660332371.post-24938640502727264282011-07-23T10:20:45.977-07:002011-07-23T10:20:45.977-07:00Oh Sophie, I can fully understand what you are tal...Oh Sophie, I can fully understand what you are talking about. <br />I know those negative thoughts. You just think them and cannot stop. You try to find the meaning of life, the purpose of everything, don´t you? <br />My biggest dream is to get married and become a mommy, I´ve been waiting for 4 years now. <br />I am holding out hope to get married in only one year and I thought it would be certain for us - I was so so happy. <br />Today he met a policeman and talked to him and now he is thinking about applying for an apprenticeship as a policeman.<br />So I do not know if we are going to marry next year and I hate this - I hate to not know anything exactly. I need to plan, I can´t be in that abeyance :(<br />I can´t hear myself think :(<br /><br />So I really know about that depressed feelings you have...Stephaniehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15344855382027750025noreply@blogger.com