This reminds me of my little angel up in heaven. We both miss you every day.

Ed Sheeran - Small Bump

You’re just a small bump unborn, in four months you’re brought to life. You might be left with my hair, but you’ll have your mother’s eyes. I’ll hold your body in my hands, be as gentle as I can. But for now you’re a scan of my unmade plans, a small bump in four months you brought to life

And I’ll whisper quietly and give you nothing but truth. If you’re not inside me, I’ll put my future in you.

You are my one and only, and you can wrap your fingers round my thumb.
And hold me tight, you are my one and only. You can wrap your fingers round my thumb, and hold me tight; and you’ll be alright

You’re just a small bump, I know you’ll grow into your skin. With a smile like hers and a dimple beneath your chin. Fingernails the size of a half grain of rice, and eyelids closed to be soon open wide. A small bump, in four months you’ll open your eyes.

And I’ll hold you tightly and tell you nothing but truth. If you’re not inside me, I’ll put my future in you.

You are my one and only, and you can wrap your fingers round my thumb .And hold me tight, you are my one and only. And you can wrap your fingers round my thumb, and hold me tight; and you’ll be alright.

Then you can lie with me, with your tiny feet. When you’re half asleep I’ll leave you be, right in front of me, for a couple weeks; so I can keep you safe.

‘Cos you are my one and only, you can wrap your fingers round my thumb. And hold me tight, you are my one and only. You can wrap your fingers round my thumb, and hold me tight, and you’ll be alright.

‘Cos you were just a small bump unborn for four months, then torn from life. Maybe you were needed up there but we’re still unaware as why.

Photo taken at 5 weeks.

Photo taken at 6 weeks and 2 days.

From the very beginning I loved you,
As I made plans to hold you and rock you:
You were tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb,
But something went wrong and soon you were gone;
My young heart was broken, my tears fell like rain,
I'd never known such heartache and pain.

I wonder who you look like, me or your dad,
Do you have my smile and his eyes?
Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small?
We had dreams for you that reached to the skies.
It was long, long ago and I still miss you so,

I never could of held you or told you goodbye but

I love you so and your heart knows why.